Monday, September 15, 2008
stupid dreams inclusive. // 3:35 PM
Firstly, I still wasn't able to get the videos and pictures into my computer. It is getting a lil' fustrating.
Secondly, okay, i will start with my post.
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11th Sept.Happy birthday to Favian aka skinny.
Gosh, he should really eat more.
12th Sept.Happy 17th birthday to sugarboy. ♥
I couldn't get myself happy in the first place.
Because I woke up late. Then reach there late. Then he have to go home early. And then I'm very sian.
Ya, seriously. You could have seen my face.
But well, thanks to sugarboy for cheering me up.
It's fun when he's in a high mood. Lol :x
13th Sept. Happy birthday to my ah gong.
Cousin weihao aka Jacky (that's what he call himself -.-) came to my hse around in the evening. Reak of cig smell. Mixed with my sugarboy's perfume smell! Argh. Spoil the smell luh. And I tried to hold my breath, because the smell is "reviving the monster inside me", as what i told my sis. And then I found out that he also has a tattoo. damn cool can.
I had told her that I smoked. That was my secret from her. But I had my last stick on 9th. Just 4months from the day I started. So i didn't want to ruin that nice perfect number. I stop smoking already. But anwyay, she was so shocked =.="
Very bored day. Bad choice to go to aunt's house. there wasn't anything to do. I didn't feel like gambling too. Drank cups of red wine, ending up looking poisoned because my mouth was stained with dark dark red colour. not the whole mouth luh~
Anyway, weihao kept telling me to study hard and not to follow his steps or something.
come on lar, who following you? lol. and, why didn't YOU study then?
blah. i think he chap what haitong thing one. issit ar? :O
aiya, skip this. lol.
I was feeling giddy by then. Head does hurts a little. I want to drink alcohol luh.
I'll have pics and videos posted once i get my phone and computer cooperate with each other.
P/S: a funny video i have here with me to share!14th Sept.dad and sis at home. sugarboy came over.
don't say nobody at home and bring him home okay?!
I didn't have the mood to study.
Sugarboy hovered over his laptop using maple during the early evening, after pei-ing me for most of the time during the afternoon. It makes me wonder if I'm more important as compared to his maple. So it drained my happy mood, for a little. Didn't like the idea of him going home too, so it drained more of my happy mood.
lol.
15th Sept.Amath Paper 2.
Wasn't as bad as Chemistry. I didn't make me as mad as I feel after doing Chemistry.
Thirdly,
Dreams.I know I dreamt of me smoking in school near the staircase. The school's kinda like HDB flats. And then I was on the third stick when I realise I was doing it in front of the CCTV. Bloody hell, I quickly throw the finished third stick into my pocket and search the floor for my previous two. I did retrieve one back, but I was too late. The teacher walked over and picked up one, holding it up and demanded: "WHAT IS THIS?" I stammered. "GO SEE MR GOVIN."
I walked down the stairs, feeling so rebellious and sian of getting caught.
Oh, and i remembered also that we were having History test or exam. And I didn't study at all. I didn't even touch the textbook.
As I walked down the stairs, I saw Mr Govin. "Today weather so hot! Go coffeeshop treat me drink kopi." I stared at him. Hur? He want me treat him kopi?.. Well, I did anyway, then after he talked to me about the smoking thing, I went back to school, unpunished, and then walked into the house (classroom) and sat down for the test.
I sat between Jie Xiang and Valerie. How'd the hell I know how'd Jie Xiang came into the picture. He wasn't even in my class! Anyways, then i realised it was an open book test. -.-"
Worse of all, I forgot to bring...the textbook... Dang right! Somebody nice went to get it for me, I forgot who, sorry. And then I woke up.
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Another time, I dreamt about dsx Jia Wei. (he probably won't know i'm announcing his name on my blog anyway). I cannot really remember what it is about. But i know he came to my house, to get.. bread... Lame I know. And then there's one morning when I woke up and thought I have no breakfast, so I went to get one of the bread in the plastic bag, and ate it. Dad wake up and asked why I go eat the bread. And pointed out that my breakfast was on the table.
I walked over, and saw my breakfast. Walauuuu. Lol.
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There's this one evening whereby I came home from school and took a nap.
I dreamt of Hao Xiang.
Yea.
I was under my block I THINK. And then he was there. I remember vividly what I was doing and what he was doing when i woke up from the nap. But I can't really remember now... :/
Anyways, his mom came to pick him up or something. He was holding a bagful of things, looking at me. I think he was helping me out with something before this standing and looking. I was standing very close to him by then. Nearly touching him. I even got the urge to hug him. I was so close to his neck then. Urge to kiss him. And also the urge to bite him.
Yes, I'm pulling the vampire instinct inside here, idk why! I think I read too much Edward Cullen and Bella Swan. And and Jacob Black. although one is human and one is werewolf lar. -grins-
And then, just like any other dream whereby you want something, but you don't know why, you seemed to be moving away from that thing you wanted, I walked up the stairs, away from haoxiang. I eyed him every step that I took. My body kept walking but my eyes didn't wander off his face. His expression wasn't very happy. He wasn't smiling. He was stiff, and serious. I wonder why.
-slaps myself awake- damn. this dream is so off.
I did get over him already, didn't I? So why this dream?
I should be dreaming of sugarboy instead!
Fourth, I was back talking to Tien Eu korkor. Still as cute as before, but matured already. We talked bout this and that. Then radomly, he asked about 2012, the year of which is said that the world will end. Then it linked to
Maya civilization. Then, the curiousity of all the supernatural stuffs linked TienEu to
Bermuda Triangle. (which linked me to Mr Lim, you know? Lol).
Okay, but the thing is, all these is very very amusing & interesting, and it's building up the curiousity in many human beings, including me. Curiousity that questions about these supernatural things, about the power of these stuffs, about the magical feeling they give, about whether vampires existed, etc. (okay, fine. yea, vampire again. Lol!)
And when I read cases of the Bermuda Triangle, the infuriating thing is that they all dismissed the happenings as 'disappearing acts'.
this 'disappear', that 'disappear'. Is there any other word rather than 'disappear'?? Just one word, and the whole case is settled, is dismissed, is solved? Okay, not really solved, because nobody would have really known what happened to those missing people, ships, aircrafts, blah blah blah.
But I just cannot stand it when they kept using the word 'disappear'. Vanish is not a better word either. Perish? NAH.
Unsolvable it is. Mystery it will always be.
