Friday, August 15, 2008
the love // 11:12 PM
presenting to you the rose he gave me that day. :p
& here's a note for Gina laogong.
laogong, i didn't mean to be angry today.
i wasnt angry cos she likes him. so wad if she likes him? i wont be going around with a knife trying to kill her right... i onli feel he's very innocent and cute, that's why i want to protect him, and that's why i 'protected' him for my 4yrs in school. i really don't mind that she likes him. really. he's just too cute. cute until not onli i want to safeguard him.
basically, i didn't mean to give a dull face. i wasn't angry. just disappointed. disappointed that there's actually a secret that other pple noe and i didn't know at all. i'm ur friend also rite..? sigh. i was so sad lar.
but laogong, dun worry lar. no matter how angry i am, i won't divorce you der. i stil want you okay. forever.
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once in a million years, i hugged my mom.
she mistook me for saying something. and it hurt her so much she T_T lar..
sigh..
i noe everything she do for me is good for me.
i'm just being bad, so bad that i always hurt her feelings.
maybe i haven really grown up?
i was so sad when i saw her like that, i T_T also.
then i had the urge to hug her. and i did.
i wanted to comfort her, but i just din noe the right thing to say.. so i didnt really say anything, just keep telling her i understand her doings.
hope my hug acts as a slight medicine to make her feel better.
i understand she cares for me.
but sometimes, i'm such a rebel i just don't want to listen to her.
all mothers care for their child, but in a different way.
tell me, who doesn't rebel their mothers in their whole life?
always telling pple: 'i hate my mom', but of cos, they dun really mean it.
they just said it in a fit of anger.
thanks mom, for doing so much for me. iloveyou. everyone in the family needs you, so do i.
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i want to post up the cat shitting. but then, i think i'll post it up next time :B
