Monday, March 3, 2008
zero one two; L Lawliet is loveee // 10:01 PM
92th post. so fast! :o
am bored. am bored. am bored. sigh. oh ya, you know the eyeball thingy that miss chan have? i just saw it on news on tv. there's this doc having the same eyeball-"toy". haha.
yesterday, i randomly asked my mom how my sis got her name
林方玉, and she told me my sis was the first child in Ho family, so she wanted something tat's super easy to write. So she named her that, and the
方 is w/o the
草字头, to make it even easier to write. she said she actually wanted to name her
林一二! LOL. cos it's so easy to write. Then something came into my mind.
ZERO ONE TWO!
LOL!!
it's damn hilarious. i kept calling her zeroonetwo. 012. twelve. ;D
my one not really interesting.but my mom wanted to name me lin qing xia. hahaha.
and she told me when i was small, i've got lots of problems. i kana this infection at the neck and this stupid doc told my dad it's no big deal, i'm just sick. after 1 month i'm still crying saying it hurts, so my mom brought me go see chi doc and he told my mom i'm in critical condition, any later, the bacteria will infect my lungs, and there i go to heaven. so i was rushed to the hospital for operation and stayed in hospital for i dunno how long. my mom said i stay inside den come out den duno why smth happen den i have to go back again. tedious eh? Then after the operation, the wound is not supposed to be sewn up. and i have to go for regular checkups to clean the wound. my mom told me the nurses at the polyclinic are so rough, they just pry open my wound and put the cotton inside to clean it. Of course i'm in such great pain, i got phobia of the place, so whenever my mom brought me to the clinic, once i step in, i will flood the place with tears. :o
and i've got yang feng dian when i'm small. the one that if fa zuo will bite anything in the mouth, u know? mine wasn't tat serious, so i'm ok now, and i'm still normal. i got a tang jie, her's is serious till it affected the brain, and thus even though she's ok now, she's still different from normal people. glad for my life. sorry for the hardship of both parents. and i treasure my life more.
imagine i didn't go for the neck operation.
imagine my yang feng dian was so serious that i bite my tongue hard and...
woah, i won't be living now.
but..perhaps that'll be better. somehow better.yea?
sometimes, life just seems so meaningless. i lost interest in so many stuffs. how i wish i could just marry a dog and live happily ever after.
yesterday again, i missed watching movie with cari vivian jean and gina. sorry guys, for flaring up uncontrollably when it's like, my fault? sigh. so in the end watched with cousins! :D
weili wanting tingfang, we all super funny.
both me and tingfang wanna sit with weili, so before wanting come, we say: tingfang sit seat1 (most inside), den weili seat2 den i seat 3 (cos i wan 3) den wanting seat 4 (bside staircase). but i not wanting dun wan sit outside, so i gave up my seat3 and decided: wanting sit seat1 (most inside), den qinghui sit seat2, weili sit seat3, tingfang sit seat4 (bside staircase).
*P/S our seat was M1-4*
then in the end went inside then wanting dun wan sit most inside so weili went in then she went in. so meaning me and tingfang dun get to sit with weili. Lol. tingfang's so gonna complain~ but anyways i got seat3 like how i wanted. :3
movie was on L change the world. Death note. L.Lawliet is love ok! damn, he's so cute. he just looks so charming. he taught me that eating more sweets will let brain works better. and that "you may be gifted.but you alone cannot change the world." (thx boss) haha.
i dont mind watching again! but i seriously abhored the part where the gal's dad was electrocuted and the virus attacked him. his whole face was burnt till black and eyes
blardyyyyyyyyred! omg. somemore he suddenly come out from behind the glass, it's so shockingly scary!!!
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i cheered for daryl the duck while he was running his 20 rounds during badminton today. quacks~
deno's got __! hurhur. i shall pretend i don't know.
have recently been
very troubled over classmates' r/l stuff. Gah, it's driving me mad ok. i dont know why i'm troubled over it, but it just bugs me like _l_.
seriously, why shld they hide everything? they shld let everyone know how it happen and stuffs like that so that they can let us stop wild guesses and stop rumours all that. look at cari. we all know she and yj, so we just left her alone. now tat ____ is acting so secretively, it's gonna make us all make more wild guesses and more absurd rumours. sigh. she must have hated me for poking and dsiaoing ___. i'm sorry.
ok, don't ask me who i'm refering. i'm suppose to keep it a secret. i just typed out cos i'm really going maddddddddd. ask shifu if u dun believe.
and thanks boss for telling me i won't be left out.
my girlfriend looks really tired today.
yeele zhuangjun youren junxi carissa yanjing.
you all are 同谋s! rape my pencil case and hid it in a deserted box! stripped my bag and first put it above the speakers which is so high that i cant take, and then next hiding it in the cupboard. roar, how entertaining.
laogong, zen me ban. wo you xiang qi ta le. could you actually help me replace my memories of him? help me forget them. they're killing me. laogong, maybe one day, when i'm settled enough, i will master enough courage to ask him out. or should i? help me make a decision. laogong, if i can't marry a dog and live happily ever after, i'll go be a les. anyway, let's try this: (beatbox)
捕刺客 打刺客 刺客不 打刺客read it fast. hee. learn this from zong yi da ge da. the person say beatbox come from qing shi huang. :o
