that saturday when i went out with them, i captured a picture of bala that looked emo.
So i worked on that photo for hours, i have no idea why i took so long.


if he sees this, he's going to kill me.
&&
i'm going to upload youren's photo next. let me work on it. give me time.

somehow, finding for emo quotes to fit the picture makes me emo. reading those emo quotes will like, reflect onto myself, and tat's how i feel. blah. ._.

sharlynn told me earlier, that she's not going to school with me anymore.
I'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i'm not pissed, i am not pissed..........

ARGH. I AM VERY PISSED OFF.
*angry face. black face. stern face*
whatever.

if it's this everymorninggoingtoschoolroutine that is making our friendship last and not increasing the distance between us, then the friendship ends tomorrow.
indirectly, secretly, unknowingly, it ends tomorrow morning.

zzz.
Thou shall stay calm.
Thou shall think how she feel.
Thou shall control myself.
Thou shall let her do what she want.

But thou is going to erupt like volcano very soon! D:

ok, sharlynn treated me things to eat. she said it's a must because she's scared that i angry her and she's guilty that she left me to go school alone.
fine, at least she shows me she's still nice.

but still,
i hate doing things alone. i feel so lonely. ):

was typing compo yesterday night. tiring leh.
den i super bored.
so i kept drawing on msn. partly to entertain boss, mostly to entertain myself.
Lol.


"The dinosaur attacked my town. People screaming, people shouting. Quick, save the City of Kukuville! Help!"
this thing just popped into my head. so i just gave a rough sketch.


he tell me draw powerferfool wugui... =x


was very bored, and this pic came into my mind, so there i go, drawing it out.


boss tell me drink water. den i say i drink alot alrdy~ like what this picture is showing: drinking from the tap.


boss said that Jacky called him. Then we talking bout it, with evil grins on our faces and evil thoughts in mind. So i drew this.


They say they gonna play volley ball while celebrating the bday. as in, part of the activity for the party. i dunno how to play, so i guess i'm just going to sit under the tree and watch them play while fungus grow around me. =x

stupid sotong boss, ur com lousy cannot see all the pics i've drawn. lol. i'm going to post it here let you see. :D
click on pics to enlarge!

oh, another one! ;D

i know boss was trying to draw wugui, so i drew this. haha =x
the wugui wugui is not i put de hor~

please do morning call me next time when i'm suppose to meet before 1pm.
anybody, pretty please.

Forgot to put alarm clock yesterday night! oh crap.
so i woke up at 12. Which was the time i'm supposed to be at JE.
-_-
Bala wished to kill me i know~

negotiated the time and place and stuffs, then i rushed to take 502 to Suntec.
Bala and angyoyo are so funny to actually alight at the wrong stop...
And i'm really sorry to make junxi wait for more than an hour for all of us.
Julian's even more funny. At 1 plus, i thought he had met up with bala, angyoyo and jx.
Who knows, he said: They all haven't reach yet!
I'm like, HUH?
LOL.
den in the end he went Suntec for nothing.
Sorry, i'm such a bad organiser.

But anyways, i shall organise another outing!
The theme is formal wear.
Meaning it's going to be a formal outing, and venue is around orchard.
Heh, it's time i removed all the cobwebs from my formal dress and put it out for show.
:3

I'm loving this song that Jean had intro-ed me.
Alright, i intro-ed that song myself from Jean's phone.

Okay, tat's so random. lol.
Reached Suntec with Gina, then in the end went to find jx.
but angyoyo and bala reached before us.
So, because Julian's not here, we cannot eat expensive stuff.
(tho he said he'll return us the $$)
So we walked around suntec, suggesting what to eat.
Decided Pizza Hut.
So went to Marina Square.
In the end pizza hut not 5 seat places, need at least 30 min then got seat.
so we decided to eat pasta, which is at suntec.
I suggested eating something else 'cos we still need walk back to suntec.

by the time it's alrdy 3+.
the 3 guys and laogong still haven eat lor~
so they just anyhow choose, chosed burger king.
burger king just reminds me of deno and haoxiang.
missed deno so much by then.

went to buy and bala hid my bag -_-
angyoyo big stomach, ate 2 servings, both upsized.

after that, walk around, talk talk.
den everybody getting sianz, so went home.

stupid bala!!
pushed jx to hit me.
walao eh.
dun make me beat you arh!
-_-

rumours are getting more and more absurd.
Link cuboid with yourma can liao, link weiqi with wuzee or zhaiwei(duno how to spell) can liao, link ahkash(duno how to spell) with cuiyun can liao, link whoever with whoever can liao, link watever with watever can liao, I DUN CARE.
just stop linking me with jx.
it's irritating.
and making me avoid him -_-
and making conversations with him carries a tinge of awkward-ness.
it's so shit ok.
shit you people. =.=

after that, went to do homework with laogong and tingfang.
laogong asked deno to joined, and when he reached, he was just sitting there looking at us.
he looked so bored!
played around with him after that. i miss old days D;
walked home alone after that.so scared pple rob me lor!
and so scared something will pop out from the corner of the wall.
or maybe something floating around.
urgh.
cousin told me about her hse kitchen got sound of cup cover hitting against the cup.
damn scary luh. den she afraid to check it out till her mom awake and den ask her mom go on the kitchen light.
she walked over and saw nothing there.
confused, she told many people and they comfort her by telling her it's wind, it's this, it's that.
even cockroach hitting the cup cover was being thought of.
but she said it makes no sense cos the cockroach cannot be keep hitting it.
so she super scared.
blah. is there really ghost/spirits around?
probably ya, but, well, hope i dun see one..


paging for boss,
where're you?

i miss evon also leh. ):

Yea, so true.
Went to look up for thinspo pictures on the net.
The thinspos. Some were totally gorgeous!
And their figure are *weeeeeeeeeets*!
Look how thin they are from the pics below.
I'm so being motivated my them to slim down!!!
I also look up some tips from those bloggers who blogged these pictures.
And i'm going to follow the tips!

Skinny is beautiful.
Who doesn't want to be beautiful? (:

click on the pics to enlarge.


ok, i totally loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her hair.
Superbly nice can! God.


she's thinnnnnnnn. and her hair's nice too.


argh, look at her waist!
she looked gorgeous.


her leg!


pretty big eyes. perfect skinny legs.


ahh, another beau.


skinny legs!


she's so skinny can! her hip bones are bulging out.


pretty&skinny.


nice hip.


i like her hair too. big eyes. nice legs.


woah, totally. perfectly. nice.


SKINNY STOMACH/WAIST/TUMMY.


Viola~ This is totally awesome.
She's so fucking thin and i'm so damn jealous!
Her legs are PERFECTLY PERFECT. Arghhhhh.


thin~~~~~~~~ look at the hip bones!


:/ i'd wish that's my leg.
I'd do anything for those skinny legs!

SEE, i'm SO motivated to slim down ok! Thinspo. Ugh.
&&,
After slimming down, i will take care of my hairstyle!


this is a very very nice hairstyle.
i love this hairstyle too;D
And the colours... wow.

After making the hairstyle, it's time i learn to put eyeliner and mascara when i go out.
Look at those pictures again.
Their eyes. Being added with those black stuffs.
Looked a lil' emo, but yet so nice luh.

Next, i'll aim for a tattoo!!
I'll maintain my earholes at 9.
Perhaps going for lip pierce or tongue pierce. :3


save this pic ain't for her tattoo. is for her lip pierce.
it's super niceeeeeee.


ok this tattoo is super cool.


this's a nice one. (:


I shall work. Work towards thin-ly-ness.
I shall diet.
I shall eat lessssssssssssss.
Thinspo gogogo! :]

it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person's attitude.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person's character.

it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
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it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
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it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
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it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.
it's totally unpredictable how love changes a person.

IT'S SO UNPREDICTABLE HOW EVERYTHING CHANGES.

ARGH.
i'm going mad!!!!!!!!!!
I've had enough for tonight.

I shall not go on.
Sorry, ziyang.

This morning when i woke up, i had wanted to bring the stack of pictures from the japan class i went to in Shibutami High School.
I brought it on Friday to show Jean, but i forgot.
So i didn't ponder so much to bring it today.
And i regretted it.

When i reached school, i saw Gladys with a japan buddy with a large silver luggage.
I don't usually wear specs to school in the morning, so i couldn't see who that was.

After that when Gladys came up with her, i saw...
KEIKO-san!!!
(i wore my specs by then)
I was wondering, how come she looked so familar.
So i asked Gladys what's her name. She told me, "Keiko-san."
I stunned. It's May's buddy!!! :DDDDD
ahhhh, and the rose she had with her was much more beautiful than the one we all bought and received on Valentine's Day.
Well anyway, i was very happy to see Keiko-san so i was desperately calling May to tell her about it.
Who knows that she's in school already and her bag wasn't with her, so nobody picked my call.

I asked if my buddy Minami-san was in school, and Keiko-san said yes!

And during my ME lesson, the japan people had happened to come inside the computer lab, and i asked around for Minami-san.
Then she popped out.
Sharmaine asked her if she know me.
I was like thinking, "2 yrs le leh, she can rmb me not?"
Then i told sharmaine i know her two years ago.
And she told Minami-san.

After a few seconds, she squealed in delight and came up to shook my hand.
She remembers me! And she remember my name! ;DDD
I was happy too, to see her. I missed her dearly.


minami-san and keiko-san.

look how much they've changed.


minami-san.



keiko-san.

guess what, i'm still sick.
-_-

cannot go to expo already.
because i cannot make it.
movie with cousins was dragged to 12.30 by tingfang.
so there's no way i can meet siewping at 1 to go expo.
so what? i decided that i should stay with her to go watch jj.

so, i'm sorry to jacky and siewping and shuyun.

perhaps i'll go jurong west one on sunday?
:o

Wuzee, JiaHao and Monitor came my house to eat pizza! ;D
JunXi went church.
Vivian and Carissa couldn't make it.
Evon couldn't make it as well.
WenJie didn't come.

Hmm, and so they ate pizza and watched Scary Movie 4 on my com.
I watched it for the 2nd time.
It was crap. Seriously crap. Lol.

I'm still down with cough, sore throat, flu, ulcer and sore eyes.
I think i kana tata's sore eyes.
This morning when i wake up, i couldn't even open my eyes!
):

Now, my sis's down with cough too!
I'm so glad.
'cos it's been a long time since she's sick. LOL.
And her cough is somehow worse than mine.
*ouch!* she beat me two times! =.=
She says i'm evil to type all this.
And she's having block nose too.
LOL.
I kept looking at her and LAUGH OUT LOUD.
she's going to be a mute soon enough.
>:D

Woah, time passes fast.

I'm still having a sore throat! ):
And i'm still not getting all my voice back.
Shifu laughed at my MANLY voice.
YeeLe laughed at my voice.
Gf says i have a sexy voice.
Vivian loves my voice. :p

Sigh,
Now i can't even sing.
I screeched.
=.=

Cultural night is coming!
At Singapore Poly.
And it's less then 10 days!!
I want my voice back!
T_T

It's really pathetic when you want to sing but cannot sing,
want to shout but cannot shout,
And WANT TO LAUGH BUT CANNOT LAUGH :/

Dang it.

Jayden's blog is real interesting.
Seriously.

I'm still coughing.
I'm still having a sexy voice.
I'm still sniffing.
I'm still having an ulcer.
Dang it.

Got a msg from Jacky just now.
*shocked*
Everybody's asking me to go for the Easter Day celebration at Expo/Jurong West.
How come?
And can someone tell me, how many friends i know are actually christians?!
Hmm,may be an awful lot.


Today is a really nice day.
Because lots of unexpected things happen.
Dsx finally msged me. First.
Evon gave me a letter.
I decided to dig out my Japan Trip memories! And decided to write a letter to my japan buddy and her friend.
Boss cares for me, i know.
And i ate curry macaroni today. Bala's scolding me for that.
Sexy voice. Talked to teachersss in a not-so-sexy-but-rude way. Opps.

Happy Birthday, ZiYang!

&&Pretending i know nothing about Fav and Tata, hmm, not really that hard now.

-
I want to say sorry.
To Deno.
Dino.
Vegetarian Dino.
Ultimate Cuteness.
beach...
Want to msg him, but then..aiya.. :/

Sore throat.
Terrible till i lost half of my voice.
Was able to sing in the first place, but singing the high parts in I Believe totally worsen my condition, and i can't seem to sing anymore!
I'm like a broken record, zao xia here and there.

Our conductor wasn't happy with our trial performance for Cultural Night.
She brought us back to the AVA room and started to lecture us.
She pulled out those that smiled and sang while she conducted.
And because i was really angry with the standing position, i was in no mood to laugh nor smile.
But my voice totally ruined the whole piece of song, and i couldn't help but laugh and smile and grin at Adeline who's beside me.
And so... the conductor thought i was smiling and enjoying the song, and she thought that i was doing what she wanted the whole choir to do.
AND THUS, SHE ASK ME TO COME OUT TO THE FRONT together with the others.
i stun. F5!
i stood up and said, i no voice! cannot sing!
nevermind!
but i sore throat, no voice!
nevermind, just come out!
zzz, so i went out.
She nagged my for putting my hands behind my back, and she placed me beside Shermaine, and another girl. Meaning i'm in between two suppranos!
Wth! How to sing?!
I don't know the sup part.
So i tried to sing the Alto part and i zao xia again.
I laughed and made Shermaine laughed too.
Conductor nag me again.
I said, i cannot sing la! no voice!
nevermind! i don't need you to sing. you can just lip sing! i just wan you to show them your happy mood!
BUT...they supprano, i alto!
it's ok!
cannot lah!
ok stand properly. go alto there..
thank you............
then i finally get to stand beside Dan Lim.
after awhile, she started to conduct the few of us again to see who's not looking at her conducting.
I sang and once again zao xia............
ZZZ.
So i laughed la. then she stared at me.
i cannot sing la.
cannot sing den you lip sing. look at me and lip sing. unless you tell me you fever, den u fainting.
*made my legs wobbly and pretended i was fainting. everybody laughed*
okok... *i stand in position*
Then the thing is... i cannot lipsing -_-"
I got the urge to sing.
So fine, i show her the smile, i show her the posture, i show her the mouth shape, i show her my ridiculously manly zao xia voice. =_=
But she didn't seem to hear it.
So far, i was the laughing stock for the whole choir ok... stupid luh.
i can become famous among choir members just like tat-_-

then after choir, somebody came up and say, eh, you very da dan leh! like that talk to her.
lol.
F7 lah.

right now, still trying to get back my voice.
Guess the fever is staying and leaving and staying and leaving my body. Just what does it want?


Julian's having a birthday party on 28 or 29 or 30.
He asked my what i would like to eat, and i said Swenson.
He actually said ok, and said he's got 1000dollars to spare.
i don't care if he's bullshittin or not.
But i know that he, who has a bathtub at home, is a richass and i'm waiting for the free meal from him.


I asked Miss Chan about the movie thingy today.
She said she'll treat those who didn't went for the movie that day.
Woohoo, i can still have my free ticket.
Wanted to watch WaterHorse, but laogong watch already.
So i think will be watching 10000BC.
So far, i only know laogong, hengwoon, and ducky coming. :]


and currently, i'm still too tired to care about anything else.

school's going to reopen!
Holy shit.
And of course i'm going to say, homeworks are still left undone.

Went to watch Rule #1 with Siew Ping just now.
Pretty scary. And the ending...uh hum...
Anyways, so long never see her liao.
Lucky we still got quite a lot to talk about.
She told me bout CHC and about my previous cell group members.
She said there'll be a steamboat at Shu Yun's house for the gathering of N160 which was my previous cell grp. And also to celebrate Mei Yi's birthday.
She also told me Mei Yi's bf very handsome, and also drives a car.
News about Che Lu living in my cousin's house also reached Siew Ping's ears. I'm like WOAH.
Hmm, Siew Ping's still as thin as ever.
Oh, and i saw my senior, Pei Shan, at jp today. I went WOAH too. :O
Went home after that, and she invited me to go for Easter celebration at Expo on fri sat and sun.
Shu Yun invited me too. Peng Hwee too. But Peng Hwee's at jurong west.
Now the question is, should i go or not?

Mommy's back from Thailand! No more freedom.
She didn't buy skinnys for me cos she say there don't have.
But she bought lots of things to eat.

Mrs fever is back in my body.
Speaking of Mrs Fever, Mr Cough and Miss Flu just reminds me of DENO!
*clears throat*
uh hum, ok. what was i saying?
Oh, yea, i've got fever, and sore throat and a slight cough.
The bacterias attacked me just when school is reopening.
(dances for joy)
But my parents touched my forehead and handed me panadol straight away.
I refused to take panadol!
And i told my mom to bring me go see doc to get MC.
She scolded me!
And because i finally got sick and get the chance to pon school, i told my mom, Don't let me take MC? Humph, I'll not eat the panadol. I'll faint in school tomorrow let you see! D:
So i left the panadol there untouched.
My mom came out of the room later, saw that i didn't took it, walked to my front and...
SHE KNELT DOWN AND BEGGED ME.
O_______o
STUNNED.
she kept begging me to eat the panadol, like i'm the God.


I got scared and eventually ate them.







Ha.




People tell me SYJ is alive. Ok, fine.
And then, i'm trying so hard to bring back the T. But you know what?
I'm tired from trying.
I'm tired.
For now,
I give up.

Time changes everything.
I came upon the conclusion that nothing lasts forever.

Relations with the trios ain't getting any better.
When is the last time we got so close? When is the last time we have fun?
What is this?
I'm feeling invisible.
The trios forgot about me.
And you know i'm not refering to you, boss.

SiaoYouJi seemed to have disappeared too.
I know we're still friends. But are we still in this group called SiaoYouJi?
TELL ME.

see, when new friends come along, the old friends were kicked out.
andifuckinghatethat,mindyou.

I know God is great. I know. I love Him too.
But who'd love me? Huh? ...

Hanged.
My phone always hangs, i wonder why.
It hanged as and when it like.
It hanged whenever i need it urgent.
Don't ask me why i didn't go change for a new one.
This phone carries memories.
And i'm protecting the memory card with my life.
Even if i'm going to trade in or what, the memory card will always be by me!
Because it's a precious gift.

Away.
Went home in the middle of choir today, to go home and send my mother off in a taxi to Changi Airport.
She's going to Thailand, probably for a week or so.
I felt neither happy nor sad.
I remember when i was small, whenever my mom had to go overseas, it had to be done when i was asleep. So everytime when i wake up, i'll find her gone; not in the house, nor in the toilet. She said that's 'cos i always sticks to her, so if she's gonna leave in front of me, i'll cryoutloud and begged to go with her.
Ain't happy 'cos i'll miss her.
Ain't sad because i've got a temporary 'freedom'.
.
.
.
Alright, hope she'll reach there safely and buy me my skinnys and come back safely with them.

Yes, BBQ is tomorrow night.
Asked the trios and Evon to come out meet after the BBQ. & it's like, nobody's interested? Or should i say meeting up and doing nothing is too boring to attract you guys to come? f3.
Nevermind. Come if you guys free bah. If not free then just tell me.
I felt that we weren't as close as before. what's the big damn problem? sigh.
Yanmin's not going to bring Vodka. Booooooooooooo.
those girls who are not going for the BBQ! You people are so pouring cold water on this BBQ. Why can't just come and bond? *suddenly rmb* JEANTEOHENGWOON. I thought you say if there's another BBQ, you will come?! ARE YOU COMING OR NOT?! >:(
they're gonna include stingrays for BBQ! 3cheers for that~

25 days more to my rabbit's 3rd death anniversary. woah, time pass fast. time pass fast. time pass fast. ooh, it rhymes.
:/

sotong boss!
welcome back!
(:

somehow, the archives is giving me problems.
when i press one of the month, it's suppose to load all the posts for that month.
but then...it's like, got problem, cannot load everything.
so it may be hard to get to see what i posted. ;O

I'm beginning to go emo nowadays.
Painting my toe nails black.
Perhaps i should do the same for my fingernails.

Fantasizing about being popular.
Dreaming of having a dog.
Wishing to have a tattoo.
Hoping for a lip-pierce.


Wake me up. I'm falling deeper into an endless pit.
I'm beginning to feel i'm no longer wanted in this world.
Nobody wants me.


Sobbing in a corner.
Crying in an enclosed room.
Weeping in my sleep.
Tearing like nobody's business.
Who'd care?


I'm afraid of being nice.
I'm scared of being loved.
I'm frightened of the consequences.

This sucks...
...big time.

Labels: emo-ing again

今天is妇女节。
at first我dunno.
then我turn 我头 to看calendar.
*chua tio*

哈哈！

ok, holidays are coming. i shall blog soon.
boss's going for a wedding somewhere, ____.
thou shall wait for him to come back and give me bubblegum-myyy.

my girlfriend hugged me on friday. and i went O M G.
mingyong was right infront of me when she saw it and she was so paiseh she said OMG? ER... then she walked out of the class, away from us.
Rumours have been going on about me and jx. and also me and wuzee. What's wrong with you people?! =.= so what's next? sigh.

Bala had been really nice, to help me find teacher's pigeonhole so that i can hand up my homework. and also bring me to english teacher's desk to hand up my homework. Thank you bala.

feel like changing url.
created this url cos of him anyway.
but nvm. i shall 坚持下去！
and continue blogging with this url.

I'm going to post pictures up of chinese new year and others, and i'll put them at the day it happened. so...by then, i'll unlock all posts, and scroll down to see all posts u've nvr seen before! ;D

Gah,i'm so fat that i must diet. Stop eating. No more fastfood. Jia yous for me.

let me introduce you, the lameness of me, yeele, cari and some other people.
each of us take turn to draw.

(after class)


LOL lah~ :D


rainbow marathon.
a rainbow connecting to a pot of money, and a guy running in the rain, trying to complete the marathon.

and adding a little humour:


GG.

i think we also added a cow somewhere below the rainbow. i big big cow, taking the shape of the curve of the rainbow as it's body. yea, but i dunno why i dun have the pic. :X


bombing snail?
i think i drew the snail and yeele drew the bomb.


shinigami.
i drew it out of fun.

and then next is a rabbit. it started from a handtwist-shape. then i converted it:


the sad wabbit. lol.

adding more creativity:


sad wabbit by the sea. lolol.

next:


bait


olevel - the scary bait
inference question. What is the picture trying to tell you?
answer: Olevel can kill 4E3 if the class is not smart enough to find a way to get over olevel with flying colours. this can also mean that the fish should work hard and learn to be clever to get the worm without alerting the fisherman with the tug of the hook/the bait/the fishing thingy lah. :p

-i anyhow crap one-
lol.



okay this is the last one. :D

92th post. so fast! :o

am bored. am bored. am bored. sigh. oh ya, you know the eyeball thingy that miss chan have? i just saw it on news on tv. there's this doc having the same eyeball-"toy". haha.


yesterday, i randomly asked my mom how my sis got her name 林方玉, and she told me my sis was the first child in Ho family, so she wanted something tat's super easy to write. So she named her that, and the 方 is w/o the 草字头, to make it even easier to write. she said she actually wanted to name her 林一二! LOL. cos it's so easy to write. Then something came into my mind.
ZERO ONE TWO!
LOL!!
it's damn hilarious. i kept calling her zeroonetwo. 012. twelve. ;D

my one not really interesting.but my mom wanted to name me lin qing xia. hahaha.
and she told me when i was small, i've got lots of problems. i kana this infection at the neck and this stupid doc told my dad it's no big deal, i'm just sick. after 1 month i'm still crying saying it hurts, so my mom brought me go see chi doc and he told my mom i'm in critical condition, any later, the bacteria will infect my lungs, and there i go to heaven. so i was rushed to the hospital for operation and stayed in hospital for i dunno how long. my mom said i stay inside den come out den duno why smth happen den i have to go back again. tedious eh? Then after the operation, the wound is not supposed to be sewn up. and i have to go for regular checkups to clean the wound. my mom told me the nurses at the polyclinic are so rough, they just pry open my wound and put the cotton inside to clean it. Of course i'm in such great pain, i got phobia of the place, so whenever my mom brought me to the clinic, once i step in, i will flood the place with tears. :o
and i've got yang feng dian when i'm small. the one that if fa zuo will bite anything in the mouth, u know? mine wasn't tat serious, so i'm ok now, and i'm still normal. i got a tang jie, her's is serious till it affected the brain, and thus even though she's ok now, she's still different from normal people. glad for my life. sorry for the hardship of both parents. and i treasure my life more.

imagine i didn't go for the neck operation.
imagine my yang feng dian was so serious that i bite my tongue hard and...
woah, i won't be living now.

but..perhaps that'll be better. somehow better.yea?
sometimes, life just seems so meaningless. i lost interest in so many stuffs. how i wish i could just marry a dog and live happily ever after.

yesterday again, i missed watching movie with cari vivian jean and gina. sorry guys, for flaring up uncontrollably when it's like, my fault? sigh. so in the end watched with cousins! :D
weili wanting tingfang, we all super funny.
both me and tingfang wanna sit with weili, so before wanting come, we say: tingfang sit seat1 (most inside), den weili seat2 den i seat 3 (cos i wan 3) den wanting seat 4 (bside staircase). but i not wanting dun wan sit outside, so i gave up my seat3 and decided: wanting sit seat1 (most inside), den qinghui sit seat2, weili sit seat3, tingfang sit seat4 (bside staircase).
*P/S our seat was M1-4*
then in the end went inside then wanting dun wan sit most inside so weili went in then she went in. so meaning me and tingfang dun get to sit with weili. Lol. tingfang's so gonna complain~ but anyways i got seat3 like how i wanted. :3
movie was on L change the world. Death note. L.Lawliet is love ok! damn, he's so cute. he just looks so charming. he taught me that eating more sweets will let brain works better. and that "you may be gifted.but you alone cannot change the world." (thx boss) haha.
i dont mind watching again! but i seriously abhored the part where the gal's dad was electrocuted and the virus attacked him. his whole face was burnt till black and eyes blardyyyyyyyyred! omg. somemore he suddenly come out from behind the glass, it's so shockingly scary!!!

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i cheered for daryl the duck while he was running his 20 rounds during badminton today. quacks~

deno's got __! hurhur. i shall pretend i don't know.

have recently been very troubled over classmates' r/l stuff. Gah, it's driving me mad ok. i dont know why i'm troubled over it, but it just bugs me like _l_.
seriously, why shld they hide everything? they shld let everyone know how it happen and stuffs like that so that they can let us stop wild guesses and stop rumours all that. look at cari. we all know she and yj, so we just left her alone. now tat ____ is acting so secretively, it's gonna make us all make more wild guesses and more absurd rumours. sigh. she must have hated me for poking and dsiaoing ___. i'm sorry.
ok, don't ask me who i'm refering. i'm suppose to keep it a secret. i just typed out cos i'm really going maddddddddd. ask shifu if u dun believe.

and thanks boss for telling me i won't be left out.

my girlfriend looks really tired today.

yeele zhuangjun youren junxi carissa yanjing. you all are 同谋s! rape my pencil case and hid it in a deserted box! stripped my bag and first put it above the speakers which is so high that i cant take, and then next hiding it in the cupboard. roar, how entertaining.

laogong, zen me ban. wo you xiang qi ta le. could you actually help me replace my memories of him? help me forget them. they're killing me. laogong, maybe one day, when i'm settled enough, i will master enough courage to ask him out. or should i? help me make a decision. laogong, if i can't marry a dog and live happily ever after, i'll go be a les.

anyway, let's try this: (beatbox) 捕刺客 打刺客 刺客不 打刺客
read it fast. hee. learn this from zong yi da ge da. the person say beatbox come from qing shi huang. :o

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