Thursday, December 6, 2007
time heals wounds, but memories stay. // 1:49 PM
went to Xiang Yi's house yesterday.
I just known him for like, around 1 week?!
Lol. And he's tv is so big can!
omg. Then is hang on the wall one.
He looked rich. =x
Actually was suppose to go East Coast.
Damn the heavy rain.
In the night, was chatting on the phone with Xiang Yi for around 4hours plus.
And he managed to doze off halfway! lol.
他可能不再在乎我了。如今，我也不知道我到底可以做些什么。我说过我会坚持下去；我会趁到底。我会。也许他根本不管。也许我只是浪费时间和力气。但是我并不想放弃。时间。时间会让他忘了我。可是时间，只会让我更痛苦，只会让我更加想念他。我不断麻醉自己，让我自己不再去想 - 可是我做不到。我一直做一些伤害自己的事，为了是要忘记我的痛苦 - 可是，却让他更担心我。~~上帝，只要他开心，我愿意把我的心情全部收起来，自己受苦。上帝，只要他开心，不管要我做什么都行。maybe i'm still not matured.but i don't care.as long as i still have the courage to stay by his side, i don't care for anything.现在，我能做的，只是默默地在他后面支持他。现在，我只能静静的，等待着；静静的，希望他能再次回到我身边。staring at my phone, how i hoped he'd call.
staring at my phone, how i hoped he'd sms me.
maybe i should stop dreaming. probably i'm already a history to him.:'(
