Friday, December 21, 2007
blah // 1:58 AM
yea. a blah post.
I've got so much thing to talk, so many things to blog, so alot to say.
But i don't have the time to do them.
SO. I WILL BLOG SOON.
i
promise swear.
promises are meant to broken, i told ya.and i've got lots and lots of pictures coming up. I hope i won't get fustrated by blogger for loading it slow.
announcements? ~_~
i am sorry to some people out there, that i can't appreciate the love that's given to me.
and as i reject, i begin to think back and flashes of memories reappear. Trying so hard to erase them, it can't seem to go away. I tried my best.
and then i realise i still haven't let go. no i haven't. i still miss him. He didn't even say goodbye to me when he's leaving singapore. Hanwei, it's tough trying to act happy. He doesn't want to give me a chance anymore. So i won't be grandma-grandma-mama-mama (puo puo ma ma). I really will disappear from you all okay. Once and for all disappear if i could bare to do it. i've learnt not to give a damn anymore.
And as life goes on, i met people who are cheerful, who tells me to be cheerful, and is trying to make me cheerful. Thank the Lord for giving me such wonderful friends. I will put down everything someday and get on with life. I watched the 9pm show and that chen li ping always said a phrase that really gets into my head.
“笑也一天，哭也一天。那为什么不要开开心心地笑着过每一天呢？”
That phrase really hits me hard. And i guess she has a bigbig point. I should be myself, have back my own cheerful smile. Facing everyday with a smile is better than crying everyday with a frown.
and then as i typed all these, i duno why but it actually link to gina and deno! Deno, so long never see him already. But does he care? DENO! u reading my blog anot~ if u do, LOOK HERE. we really want to celebrate christmas with you. You say dun have money, nevermind! we can just go countdown! no need money one! but u dun even show the signs of wanting to go. I really wanted to celebrate it with my important frens, but there you go, ruining the mood. ): If it's really hard for you to go out with two girls, we can call boon ann instead of haoxiang. If you really dun wan to even come out, den i got nth to say. if you say ur card no $$ to reply sms, den i really really got nth to say alrdy. and smoke less ok. 3packets a day, u promised me that. whatever it is, i miss deno!
gina, msg me to cfm 24th. hopefully my phone not spoilt :/
and jean, dun say i nvr say ur name. i miss jean too. (:
the blah post is getting longggggggggg. shall stop. nights blogger.
