Friday, November 9, 2007
cry out loud? // 2:12 PM
For heaven's sake. I wish i could just disappear and not ruining people's impression on myself ):
Yes, i want to quit because of somebody. So? Nobody could do anything.
Yes, i'm so jealous. I'm so greedy, because i want to keep all my friends to myself. But when you came, i have no priority at all. Build up your relationships with them. Make friends with them. Go out with them.
Forget about me. Steal them away from me.For all i care, i don't want to give a damn anymore. I wish i could just say - i hate you to the core.Just a few minutes ago, fengheng talked to me, and i learnt that 3 and more of his friends had gone to Ichiban for interview. From that, i screamed in my head:
NO, I DON'T WANT TO QUIT! Yes, i want i want i want to make friends with them. That was my motto for life - make friends with everyone everytime i had a chance. No doubt, i want to straight away work and get to know them.
My feeling was just like a wolf kana attracted by a whole field of sheeps.I was so freak-out-ly-excited, till .. i remembered you. Then i said to myself, no. Maybe i shouldn't go back to work. I'll leave them for you. I'll leave them to talk to you and make friends with you and then go out with you.
Fine, whatever i do, i'll just lose to you.Wanted to talk to fengheng... Wanted to ask my kor about things i wanted to know. i wanted to know how he felt. but he said he gtg. Disheartening ):
Yes. Infer from my post. Infer already?
The answer is jealousy.*sighs*
It's over.
I'm through with you.I'm not Sun Wu Kong anymore. I quit. Ok?Nevertheless, michelle, you're still my 'shifu' :]I'm so impatient for you to be online. I wanna tell you so many things. I wanna ASK you so many things. ):BUT OH, you were online all along. You didn't probe what i wanted to tell you. It's okay. I'll hush.oh...whythefuck am i crying?Labels: emo-ing again
