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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

missing you... // 11:32 PM

okok, i will blog someday. Just plain lazy, ya`know...
And i'll reply tags soon too. Sorry.

-
I always thought that after a night's rest, i'll once again forget everything.
And then face you with a happy smile the following day.

But...
missing you everyday and everynight, is killing me
and drowning away my smile...

I know i have to wait till next next week maybe. Argh, it's just too long... )':

Sunday, October 28, 2007

the big day // 11:16 PM

I'll remember today for life, my dearest!

Starting from 8pm, we'll be bonded together for life, i hope(:

Never forget the great times we've share,
and the happy moments we are going to make.

And as the long journey starts,
We will face all difficulties together,
and overcome all the obstacles along the way.

cheers <3

shall blog someday about thee chalet:D

Friday, October 26, 2007

Off i go; be right back // 12:48 PM

Yea, didn't go school today. Don't worry, i'm not really sick or anything. And so, i guess i missed out math..? And what activites do you all have today?

Anyway, i'll be heading to a chalet at Pasir Ris i think. For my sis's birthday. Woohoo. Hope i enjoy it. Will be back on Sun morning. So, see you people~

MISS ME OK!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Sports Carnival - Archery // 3:10 PM

PE PE PE UNIFORM PE PE PE PE.
hey! why are you in uniform?

okay, that was just a lame introduction.

Jean didn't have a partner to go bowling with, neither do i. So we asked if i can switch to bowling. But cannot, so i stick to archery, staying together with May and Yu Wen (if that's how it's spelt). We took the long bus trip to Tampines. Safra Tampines. And then proceeded to let the indivual instructors to guide us about archery, telling us how we should hold the bow and what rules there is, how we should stand, and etc.

Cold. It was very cold. In the aircon room, it was very very cold. (lol)
However, people didn't shiver.

We tried, we played, we competed, and my group won(:
So the other group had to do a performance!
We lettered the word "LOSER" and they had to use their butt to write the letter. Hilarious.

Few of us hurt our hands while archery-ing. Blueblack :/
After that, we took a group photo, and i stood behind Fu Wei. We had 3 shots: ladies-and-gentlemen-shot, roar-shot, and funny-shot. :3

Got back to school and people came up to me, asking me how's archery. It's fun ok! You all should try it. And luckily it's not as full and crowded as Bowling. So many people chosed bowling can... -.-

So alone at home now, so hungry. Rawr, i'm going to drink soyabean milk.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Oh look- // 4:54 PM

Sammy In Action

i didn't put it big, because later my girlfriend will beat me up.

Roars, i miss my camera phone. I miss taking loads and loads of stupid pictures. I miss my bad camera skills. But, you can take your time, house-husband. I'll let you take care of it :3

and roar again, i saw Derrick today again. Guess how xin-sui i was? x333

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

What crap? // 5:52 PM

I've seen what i wasn't suppose to see.
I've read what i wasn't suppose to read.
I've infered what i wasn't suppose to infer.
I've thought about it like how i wasn't suppose to think about it.

Am i thinking too much? Or should i just let it go once and for all and not think about it?

You told me you aren't worth to me, and i've got lots of friends.
Seriously, to me, that's crap. I tried to treasure as many as i can, and everyone's worth to me. Even you. To you, maybe you're thinking, you're just noone to me; i wouldn't even care. But how much do you know? Maybe you don't even know anything at all. I've sleepless nights thinking about how to solve the problem; i've had headaches trying to think of what to do; i've my eyes swollen just because i've thought about all negative things. But why do i still continue to let myself suffer if you're not an important friend? Why am i still doing all these things just to get our friendship moving, and get back all the fun we've had?

I've always thought doing all these was so worthwhile, even though what i got was more disappointment because i couldn't get what i want. And thus, sadness just engulfed me, as easy as 123. And, i even make myself to avoid seeing you everytime i went home from work.

Yes, who doesn't agree that friendship is very important? I'm so envious of Gina now, because she can keep you as a very very good friend; she can have you as a very best friend, chatting anything under the sun. Why can't i have this chance?

And, what if i've got lot's of friends? So?

Mrs. Benjamin: "...casual friends. Casual friends are hi-and-bye friends."
Carissa: "ooh, i've got lots of casual friends."

Well, me too. I've got too many to count. Just too many. But no matter what, i don't understand why i can't put you in that section. And then i found out, that i didn't want you to be my hi-and-bye friend. This is just so crap to all who don't understand how i feel, ain't it?

I've got so much to say, i'm feeling so stressed. I want to give it up, but yet i don't want to. Yet, i think i've got no choice.

-6:28pm-
you said goodbye again, for the so many times.
I hate myself too, because i can't get over this goodbye-stuff.
Tell me, how to stay happy?! Stop telling me to stay happy, mr. dinosaur.

Know what? This is definitely so fuck.
Hey, who doesn't curse?

Anyway, thank you Michelle, for lending me your shoulder on the bus.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Strawberry milk is love! // 4:32 PM

Oh yea, i made a new blog, how bout that? Ask me why i chose that name!

"Oh why do you choose that name?"

Rofl. That's because i took a liking to strawberry milk after drinking a few sips of it at your house, love. (:

i tried putting blackroses, greatescape, blacktragedy, and even strawberrymilk--.blogspot.com. (and of course still got so many other names i tried). But, the stupid thing is, they were all taken up, so i can't use them. And what's more, i can't start the thing with '-' nor end it with '-'. It's so irritating. Why why why, why can't i start it with "-"?
I wanted to put --strawberrymilk.blogspot.com. But it restricted me. Argh. Then i went to my links, and found out that... Irene's blog starts with '-'! I'm like, what the hell? -_-

But anyway, i'm loving the 'Title' thing at the top. I don't understand why my previous blog post doesn't have that, even when my template consists of having titles. awww:/

Ok, bye for now :3